Revenge On 14th April

kepada peminat2 setia yg sudi baca blog sia…

sorry ya? lama ndak muncul… been buzy with my girl and my life…

so…

where do i start?

erm… family?

okay,so seperti biasa… nothing serious happen… just that they seem unhappy with my love life right now…

they actually turn their face off me now…

thanks mom… you`re not! thats why i say you are the best person im having for my life… i`m nothing without you… thanks mom!

i dont give a fuck about the other… do what you want,say what you wish,but dont disturb my life… you all just look for your own good,did you all ever ask me what i want and what i need?

okay? no im not okay…

i just need my mom… others are additional try to make my life more fucking complicated!!! understand???

fuh…

okay now…

carrier???

okay…

ermm… late to work,sometime like to go but sometime not… buat mcm kedai bapa sia saja…

but honestly,pigi pun buat apa? duduk saja tunggu customer… satu hari ndak sampai 500 business… what the fuck lar?

dtg pun kasi abis rokok,kasi abis gaji hutang minum jak…

bah,boring kan ntah mau buat apa?

but seriously,i dont have the effort to go far in kitchen life… ya,keep telling me about responsiblity… i understand…

bingo! i fucking too rely on my parents… so what?

i want to do it myself,but they never stop giving…

so,they so wanna help then help lar…

til one day they `du lan` already then im okay,i know what to do but the way… means the situation didn`t support me well… understand? that`s it… friend offering here and there…

keep telling me do what i like and that gonna make me happy…

erm… hey im enjoy sleeping… can i do that for living?

come on lar,work is work…

i`m going to labuan… 900 over salary in a hotel… i hope! still kitchen… but it will be one last try…

fail one more then i have to choose another path… another way… another carrier…

well,they all say im still young what?

haha…

hope im not gonna regret on this…

still actually… i`m running away from something!

something….

okay… now let me see…

ermmm… love???

okay,erm… we been getting along with each other very well… i guess… she need a lil bit changes to suit my life… i dont think im gonna change mine… i guess?

i`m a man what? but not too much lar… siapa jugak sia kan?

haha… well,nothing special happen yet… still hoping for not to special lar…

we are okay,but sometime i think too much… i always hurt her… maybe i was afraid… dont know lar… sometime even try to give up…

fuck man,im going to labuan and i dont know a shit what the hell she would do in kk…?

worried lar bah kay?

but,go with the flow lar…

can`t planned anything right now…

okay… now friends…

erm… sorry kay guys! yeah i`ve been busy just stick with my girl…

seldomly ask you guys out to `yam cha`… but rileks kay… i still got you all name in my friend list… in my heart kay? just the matter whoes the first and second best…

you all still great… i will spend some time with you all kay? dont worry…

sorry lar kay? hey,first time bah fall in love kunun… bagi muka sikit bah kay? hahaha…

thanks for those who understanding kay?

muacks!

well,nothing more i guess…

life is so damn tough… just the matter how you plan and walk and do and think! thats all…

but be careful,sometime plan didn`t go well as you wish or even you tried hard for it…

that is why sometime i feel life sucks! haha… is it?

haiyah… just another fuck dup night lar…

well… thats all! you take care ya?

bless you all… live happily… thanks for reading!

i`ll be back soon…

thanks!

negarakuku-namawee <- thanks to you too!!! wakaka…

This entry was posted on August 29, 2007 at 12:47 pm and is filed under Uncategorized . You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.