Revenge On 14th April

Fuh… Finally,after days of suffering… Things seems to get better now! Thanks to my friend that keep ignoring me for a while! Make me realize that i just have to stand for my own…

And all the option that i had,all the decision that i`d made… its all just for and about me…

And i think i made the right choice… By letting her step into my life…

She got no problem with it so i was damn happy,and i heard she change so much than before… The power of love larr katakan!!! Hahaha…

Just laugh bro,you dont know how i feel now…

Try to think like this,what its like to wake up in the morning then saw her beside you waiting for a sweet moment…

Its was huging and kissing okay??? Not all the way sex… Fuck you bro!!!

We laugh,we share,she try to get to know me well and i was also doing the same thing… She got no problem hang out with my mom! But have a lil bit problem on breakfast time…

Ndak suka makan pagi… Weird right???

Haha… But,whatever bro… She`s the one!!!

But,this is different… The feeling grow slowly but more and more… It feel like… Hard to explain man!

Til finally i realize,argh…!!!!!!!!!!!

I`m in love mah…!!!

Hahaha… But,i feel happy with her now… And of course i get along with my mom very well now… I just can share almost my whole life with her now…

Lembut suda mulut sia mau berckp…

Hahaha… Not like before!!! Hard as stone…

And the revenge stuff??? Just forget about it… No use!!! Luckily my family didn`t give up on keep brain washing me…

But,they are true… So i`m thinking to give Him one more chance…

If He repeat the same things again… I swear i`ll find Him myself and stab Him with the Sword of Misery!!!

You know what i mean??? Hahaha… Stupid right???

Herm… Well,work just fine… I`m happy working at the Kopitiam…

Biar larr teda class,yg penting sia happy… Right???

And i`m learning to cook… Its not simple as cooking a meggi mee okay??? Chinese kitchen is a lot different than others!

Friends… Herm… Ranjit become so comfortable now!!! Blaming himself for my changes kunun… Minta puji!!! Prasan kunun dia!!! Ndak tau malu!!!

Others seems fine… but some of them not!!! Hahaha… Different people different characteristic right?

Just follow their rhytm lar… but if can`t… what to do!!!

I got a principle what??? Haha… But things just getting smooth now…

But i know bad things is on the way coming towards me…

But i`m not afraid… I fall before and if i manage to get myself up that time… Why not now and on-coming falls…? Right?

Hahaha… But i just know how to take responsiblity! As a son,a brother,a boyfriend and a human…

So bro`s,dont worry kay?

Tumpang gembira lar bah utk sia…

Okay,thats all!!! Thanks for reading!!!

Peace! Love you all so much!

And you… I miss you,len! A lot…

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