Revenge On 14th April

As i said,my previous acc was blocked cause i didn`t surf for almost half year… Kind of miss the internet life!!! Haha… Past few weeks,something bad happen to my family… I had lost a brother! A brother that i always thought that he is some kind of bad influence to our family,bringing only disgrace and shameless to our family!!! Thinking that he is not but just a trouble and trash in our house,and always hope that im the one who should be the first… But now its change… My thought kill myself!!! Regret,regret,regret… The only thing that i can only think now is regretness… You never know how to appreciate someone until the day he is gone… But there always "too late"… I hate that words!!! I`ve done enough for him,all the prayers,burned money… I dont know what can i do more… Where is he now? Not even a dream… My family getting worst than ever! Its looks okay by the outside,but inside our heart… The emptiness and the sadness will never fill and heal! I hate myself… Why? Its fcuking too soon… How can anyone accept this? That bitch,she is very really lucky… But good for me cause still can sitting here writing my blogs rather than lock up in jail waiting for freedom!!! She will pay one day… Not today and tomorrow but… One day i swear she will pay!!! Im so blur,stress,tired of the fcuking job that i working now… Kitchen equal hell!!! Haha… Well,thats its for now… See you on my next post!!! Thanks… Bye!

Where is he now? I miss him…

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